salam..hurm..mcm yg slalu aq wat ble aq ade prob..aq akn bg tau kat cnie..tp skrang da ta mcm dulu..hurm..mayb sbb aq rase mcm ta slmt..tp..smpy ble aq na diam je kn??
so..ary neyh..aq dcide..aq na wat..mcm dulu yg aq pna wat..
btw..hary neyh..aq ade cite..pasal smlm..
1.DECEMBER.2010
RABU
aq rase kalu na cite sbb aq jdy cmney pown tape kowt..sbb neyh mmg salah aq..sume sbb ats kbodohn aq sndri..hmm..
yes! aq mmg ta rty na slsaikn msalah aq sndri..wlaupown aq leyh slsaikn msalah owng laen..
aq pown tatau nape..tp..aq ta fhm..aq ta fhm dri aq sndri..erm..plek kn?? tp..2 mmg aq..
ppe pown..aq na brtrime kaseh kat bbrape org neyh..
syg sye..ayuz
n
kwn2 aq yg bnyk tlng aq ary uh..amirah ,shazwina ,adena n nabila..
tp seyes..skit sbnyk aq da mle sedar..salah aq..
neyh antre text2 n ayt yg mmg aq ta leyh lpe..n aq bce ulang2 kali..
text neyh aq dpt dr myra :
Emm.xpe2.sbb tuh kte xley lari dr msalah.k0 mmpu atasi cme k0 rse xyakin je.!kl0 k0 xley hdapi mslah 2.,ALLAH xkn dtgknnye.!pcye laa.!n aq adw bce 1 ayat nyh..s'sngg0hnye.,ALLAH xkn bg ape yg k0 nk..tp DIA bg ape yg k0 plu kn.!k0 xske bnde uh.,tp sbenanye k0 plu m'milikinye.cmtu gk 'laki'.dlu k0 xdw k'inginan kn..tp skang da ade.mlah,da0s dtg dlm idop k0..cbe k0 kaitkn kdatangn da0s dlm id0p k0 dgn ayat aq uh..renung2 kn k.,muhasbh dri uh n jgn t0lak tkdir..phm..
12:14:49am
02.12.2010
lpas aq bce je..aq ta tau na ckp ape..aq t'pk gk..btol jgk pe yg myra ckp..
n yg neyh ape yg org laen ckp..
tp..downg gtau sblom aq text myra..
aq chat ngn addy: nyra,aq rasa k0e perlu mase.just tke ur time keyh?apa2 p0n kputsn k0e.ktorg ttp cyg koe. :)
aq kol bieyla: munirah..wlaupe pown yg jd..aq tau koe leyh slsaikn..just koe prlukn sikit mase..
aq mcj ieyna:nyra .aq rase k0 da putus ase .k0 try la wat ape yg aq ckp uh .tp aq tak ley pkse k0 .
hahaha..msty plek kn mcm mne leyh rmai sngt tau?? yurp..aq mmg tade kwn special..means kwn baek la uh..atoiii..susa gk..kn?hurm..nta laa..kalu slme neyh..ble aq ade prob..mmg aq ta cite spe2..n tade spe pasan pown kalu aq plek2..tp..kali neyh..ktare sngt nmpk laen kowt..sbb uh downg pown pasan..hahaha..aq mmg ta pndy na srok prasaan aq..tp..owng pown kdng2 ta pasan..tu yg plek..
sblom aq kua blk..aq dcide na off fn..2 pown lps aq da abs text nan pkcik..aq off fn lps aq ckp pye..sbb aq da ta dpt pk ppe..aq srabot..
mama nmpk..n ble mama tnye..aq diam,senyum,just ckp "kkq uke" n twos pg..aq hope sngt mama fhm..yg aq prlu b'sndrian..
then ble aq msok blk balek bpe mnt lps uh..aq dpt text..rpe2 nye dye anta text..hmm..dye ckp dye na kol..tp..wk2 uh aq bru bace..lmbat..n aq tau dye na exm..so aq dcide tamo kcau..lgpown aq mmg taleyh na dga sore laki pown wk2 uh..aq cbe pjm mate..da bape kali taleyh jgk..time uh plak..mle laa..na saket sne..saket sini..atoiii..dugaannn..tp aq diam je..
yurp! aq mmg prahsie..kn?? haha..sbnanye..aq takowt aq akn susakn orng ble aq cite prob aq..aq takowt aq akn mmbbn kn org..tp sbnanye aq salah..aq wat owng lg trtnye2..
sblom neyh..aq sntiase trpk yg aq prlukn orng..tp ble sume da jdy cm neyh..aq trpk balek..sbnanye..aq ta prlukn orng laen..tp aq mmg prlukn diri aq sndri..sbb aq rase mmg akn ade owng yg stll dgn aq ta kre ble2 mse pown..n..sbnanye kdng2 aq akn pk pasal org laen..n bkn pasal aq..smpy 1 thp..mcm smlm..aq da ta thn..n aq da rse mcm aq da ptus ase..hmm..
mlm uh mmg ta tdo..fn tade kat aq..aq ltk dlm blk..haiiihhh..sproh trauma aq..spnjang mlm uh aq just dga lgu n aq pk2 balek..ape yg da jdy..aq tau..sume uh ade hkmah..
hmm..yg plng akhr skali..aq ta smpat na bce time uh jgk.. sbb aq ltk fn kat dlm blk..tp sblom uh..aq ade text dye..tp aq engt dye da tdo.. n dye rply text tp syg nye aq smpt bce pg uh..
.143.
03:18:16am
02.12.12010
Awk...sy xpenah mnx lbeh dr awk..sy cme hrpkn awk jjur je nan sy..awk...sy rsau sgt psl awk..awk lain..sjak awk td0 uma nnek awk 2..awk sdar..tp ta msg sy..sy tau awk xtd0 lg mse 2..yg ni..awk on9..tp sume status awk..plik2..sy tgur..da lme bwu awk bls..syg..awk buat sy rsau sgt..sy xnk hbgn kte jdy cmni..sy sygkn awk sgt syg..awk brilah sy pluang tuk brsme nan awk..sy snggup ssh nan awk..sbb sy tau...wtpe na bhgia s0rng2 an..lau org len sdih..xgne gak..munirah..awk bnyk rhsie dry sy..sy tau..tp sy ta kesa..sbb sy tau..lmbt laun..awk ttap akn gtau gak...tp syg...tlglah..sy xthn lau awk wat sy cmni...rsau sy xpena reda..
erk? hmm..aq ta tau na wat ape..
sbnanye mlm uh bkn nye aq tana blas text..tp fn tade bteri..atoiii..lgpown time uh da mlm..cari2 fn downg..ta tau la downg srok kat mne..seyes nyesl ta bwk fn aq..atoii..tp mmg lps fn abs btri..bpe mnt lps uh..bru aq leyh tdo..yg psl status uh..err..haaa..aq mmg ske wat bnde2 plek..hahaha..n psl lmbat rply uh..hmm..nta laa..haaa..mmg aq syg dye..syg sngt2..tp..aq tana orng yg aq syg uh susa..bia aq slsaikn sndri..aq tana susakn orng lg..tp ta tau cm ne na wat..psl rahsie uh..hmm..mcm mne aq na mnta maap lg erk??hmm..bnyk nye aq wat salh kt dye..haa..sory syg..
haa..smlm je..aq rse aq da wat rmai owng saket aty n trase nan aq..ppe pown aq ksian kat spe2 yg text n kol aq time uh..mmg mse ta kne laa..time aq nga takowt,nga srabot..adq aq kol..bpe kali nta..hmm..aq bkn tana angkt..just aq takowt..mlm uh aq rase kprcayaan aq da tade untk laky..hurm..tp smlmn yg aq ta tdo uh..aq brfkr..yg aq ta ptot lbatkn orng yg mmg aq da pcaye dlm hal neyh..aq harp..pntu kmaafn..still lg trbuke untk aq ubh balek sume tnggpn aq..
mcm yg aq ckp..aq mmg prlu wk2..mcm dlu..haa..bnde neyh mmg pna jd kn?? n aq baru blaja..dr kslapn aq..aq tana ulng lg..mcm dlu..brthun2 aq larikn dri n mmbnci laki ats 1 sbb..sbb aq rase mcm aq dprmaenkn dgn byng2 aq sndri..then aq trllu pk psl orng laen..hahaha..suck! srabot btol.,
haa..aq rase..da ckop kowt mase yg aq prlukn uh..skrng aq da uke..aq rase laa..aq na jd org yg baru balek..lps suboh bru aq tdo..but aq bru pgng fn skrng..aq rse aq na gy jog laa..btw..seyes ini mmg pngajarn untk aq lbeyh lg brhaty2 pd mse akn dtng..
n..
aq rase..aq mmg da jmpe orng yg btol2 aq leyh pcaye..yg aq mmg syg..n seyes aq mmg taleyh lpekn dye..mlm uh..wlaupown ta smpy bbrpe jm..ayt yg ssuai untk aq wk2 uh..
aq mmg trlalu rndukn dye n aq prlukn dye..aq hope dye leyh stll brthn ngn aq..sbb aq bru na elok dr kbengongn aq sndri..haha..tp seyes dye mmg bnyk da b'saba ngn aq..
tp kn..agk2 nye..smpy ble erk?hurm..ppe pown..
iloveyousomuch syg..=) mmuaaahhhh mmuaahhhh untk sgale2 nye.. =)
10:10 AM
THURSDAY
2 DECEMBER 2010
so..ary neyh..aq dcide..aq na wat..mcm dulu yg aq pna wat..
btw..hary neyh..aq ade cite..pasal smlm..
1.DECEMBER.2010
RABU
aq rase kalu na cite sbb aq jdy cmney pown tape kowt..sbb neyh mmg salah aq..sume sbb ats kbodohn aq sndri..hmm..
yes! aq mmg ta rty na slsaikn msalah aq sndri..wlaupown aq leyh slsaikn msalah owng laen..
aq pown tatau nape..tp..aq ta fhm..aq ta fhm dri aq sndri..erm..plek kn?? tp..2 mmg aq..
ppe pown..aq na brtrime kaseh kat bbrape org neyh..
syg sye..ayuz
n
kwn2 aq yg bnyk tlng aq ary uh..amirah ,shazwina ,adena n nabila..
tp seyes..skit sbnyk aq da mle sedar..salah aq..
neyh antre text2 n ayt yg mmg aq ta leyh lpe..n aq bce ulang2 kali..
text neyh aq dpt dr myra :
Emm.xpe2.sbb tuh kte xley lari dr msalah.k0 mmpu atasi cme k0 rse xyakin je.!kl0 k0 xley hdapi mslah 2.,ALLAH xkn dtgknnye.!pcye laa.!n aq adw bce 1 ayat nyh..s'sngg0hnye.,ALLAH xkn bg ape yg k0 nk..tp DIA bg ape yg k0 plu kn.!k0 xske bnde uh.,tp sbenanye k0 plu m'milikinye.cmtu gk 'laki'.dlu k0 xdw k'inginan kn..tp skang da ade.mlah,da0s dtg dlm idop k0..cbe k0 kaitkn kdatangn da0s dlm id0p k0 dgn ayat aq uh..renung2 kn k.,muhasbh dri uh n jgn t0lak tkdir..phm..
12:14:49am
02.12.2010
lpas aq bce je..aq ta tau na ckp ape..aq t'pk gk..btol jgk pe yg myra ckp..
n yg neyh ape yg org laen ckp..
tp..downg gtau sblom aq text myra..
aq chat ngn addy: nyra,aq rasa k0e perlu mase.just tke ur time keyh?apa2 p0n kputsn k0e.ktorg ttp cyg koe. :)
aq kol bieyla: munirah..wlaupe pown yg jd..aq tau koe leyh slsaikn..just koe prlukn sikit mase..
aq mcj ieyna:nyra .aq rase k0 da putus ase .k0 try la wat ape yg aq ckp uh .tp aq tak ley pkse k0 .
hahaha..msty plek kn mcm mne leyh rmai sngt tau?? yurp..aq mmg tade kwn special..means kwn baek la uh..atoiii..susa gk..kn?hurm..nta laa..kalu slme neyh..ble aq ade prob..mmg aq ta cite spe2..n tade spe pasan pown kalu aq plek2..tp..kali neyh..ktare sngt nmpk laen kowt..sbb uh downg pown pasan..hahaha..aq mmg ta pndy na srok prasaan aq..tp..owng pown kdng2 ta pasan..tu yg plek..
sblom aq kua blk..aq dcide na off fn..2 pown lps aq da abs text nan pkcik..aq off fn lps aq ckp pye..sbb aq da ta dpt pk ppe..aq srabot..
mama nmpk..n ble mama tnye..aq diam,senyum,just ckp "kkq uke" n twos pg..aq hope sngt mama fhm..yg aq prlu b'sndrian..
then ble aq msok blk balek bpe mnt lps uh..aq dpt text..rpe2 nye dye anta text..hmm..dye ckp dye na kol..tp..wk2 uh aq bru bace..lmbat..n aq tau dye na exm..so aq dcide tamo kcau..lgpown aq mmg taleyh na dga sore laki pown wk2 uh..aq cbe pjm mate..da bape kali taleyh jgk..time uh plak..mle laa..na saket sne..saket sini..atoiii..dugaannn..tp aq diam je..
yurp! aq mmg prahsie..kn?? haha..sbnanye..aq takowt aq akn susakn orng ble aq cite prob aq..aq takowt aq akn mmbbn kn org..tp sbnanye aq salah..aq wat owng lg trtnye2..
sblom neyh..aq sntiase trpk yg aq prlukn orng..tp ble sume da jdy cm neyh..aq trpk balek..sbnanye..aq ta prlukn orng laen..tp aq mmg prlukn diri aq sndri..sbb aq rase mmg akn ade owng yg stll dgn aq ta kre ble2 mse pown..n..sbnanye kdng2 aq akn pk pasal org laen..n bkn pasal aq..smpy 1 thp..mcm smlm..aq da ta thn..n aq da rse mcm aq da ptus ase..hmm..
mlm uh mmg ta tdo..fn tade kat aq..aq ltk dlm blk..haiiihhh..sproh trauma aq..spnjang mlm uh aq just dga lgu n aq pk2 balek..ape yg da jdy..aq tau..sume uh ade hkmah..
hmm..yg plng akhr skali..aq ta smpat na bce time uh jgk.. sbb aq ltk fn kat dlm blk..tp sblom uh..aq ade text dye..tp aq engt dye da tdo.. n dye rply text tp syg nye aq smpt bce pg uh..
.143.
03:18:16am
02.12.12010
Awk...sy xpenah mnx lbeh dr awk..sy cme hrpkn awk jjur je nan sy..awk...sy rsau sgt psl awk..awk lain..sjak awk td0 uma nnek awk 2..awk sdar..tp ta msg sy..sy tau awk xtd0 lg mse 2..yg ni..awk on9..tp sume status awk..plik2..sy tgur..da lme bwu awk bls..syg..awk buat sy rsau sgt..sy xnk hbgn kte jdy cmni..sy sygkn awk sgt syg..awk brilah sy pluang tuk brsme nan awk..sy snggup ssh nan awk..sbb sy tau...wtpe na bhgia s0rng2 an..lau org len sdih..xgne gak..munirah..awk bnyk rhsie dry sy..sy tau..tp sy ta kesa..sbb sy tau..lmbt laun..awk ttap akn gtau gak...tp syg...tlglah..sy xthn lau awk wat sy cmni...rsau sy xpena reda..
erk? hmm..aq ta tau na wat ape..
sbnanye mlm uh bkn nye aq tana blas text..tp fn tade bteri..atoiii..lgpown time uh da mlm..cari2 fn downg..ta tau la downg srok kat mne..seyes nyesl ta bwk fn aq..atoii..tp mmg lps fn abs btri..bpe mnt lps uh..bru aq leyh tdo..yg psl status uh..err..haaa..aq mmg ske wat bnde2 plek..hahaha..n psl lmbat rply uh..hmm..nta laa..haaa..mmg aq syg dye..syg sngt2..tp..aq tana orng yg aq syg uh susa..bia aq slsaikn sndri..aq tana susakn orng lg..tp ta tau cm ne na wat..psl rahsie uh..hmm..mcm mne aq na mnta maap lg erk??hmm..bnyk nye aq wat salh kt dye..haa..sory syg..
haa..smlm je..aq rse aq da wat rmai owng saket aty n trase nan aq..ppe pown aq ksian kat spe2 yg text n kol aq time uh..mmg mse ta kne laa..time aq nga takowt,nga srabot..adq aq kol..bpe kali nta..hmm..aq bkn tana angkt..just aq takowt..mlm uh aq rase kprcayaan aq da tade untk laky..hurm..tp smlmn yg aq ta tdo uh..aq brfkr..yg aq ta ptot lbatkn orng yg mmg aq da pcaye dlm hal neyh..aq harp..pntu kmaafn..still lg trbuke untk aq ubh balek sume tnggpn aq..
mcm yg aq ckp..aq mmg prlu wk2..mcm dlu..haa..bnde neyh mmg pna jd kn?? n aq baru blaja..dr kslapn aq..aq tana ulng lg..mcm dlu..brthun2 aq larikn dri n mmbnci laki ats 1 sbb..sbb aq rase mcm aq dprmaenkn dgn byng2 aq sndri..then aq trllu pk psl orng laen..hahaha..suck! srabot btol.,
haa..aq rase..da ckop kowt mase yg aq prlukn uh..skrng aq da uke..aq rase laa..aq na jd org yg baru balek..lps suboh bru aq tdo..but aq bru pgng fn skrng..aq rse aq na gy jog laa..btw..seyes ini mmg pngajarn untk aq lbeyh lg brhaty2 pd mse akn dtng..
n..
aq rase..aq mmg da jmpe orng yg btol2 aq leyh pcaye..yg aq mmg syg..n seyes aq mmg taleyh lpekn dye..mlm uh..wlaupown ta smpy bbrpe jm..ayt yg ssuai untk aq wk2 uh..
aq mmg trlalu rndukn dye n aq prlukn dye..aq hope dye leyh stll brthn ngn aq..sbb aq bru na elok dr kbengongn aq sndri..haha..tp seyes dye mmg bnyk da b'saba ngn aq..
tp kn..agk2 nye..smpy ble erk?hurm..ppe pown..
iloveyousomuch syg..=) mmuaaahhhh mmuaahhhh untk sgale2 nye.. =)
10:10 AM
THURSDAY
2 DECEMBER 2010
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